[it comes out agitated, and he leaves the inhaler next to him as he lifts his arm to wipe at his forehead, beads of sweat all along his skin from how this make him feel.]
It doesn't matter. This'll fix everything. I always knew that it would, but I was too fucking weak to do anything about it. All this time, and for what? They'd all be alive if I had just had the guts to go through with it the first time.
This time he isn't here. This time Dick will be relieved that I'm gone.
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[it comes out agitated, and he leaves the inhaler next to him as he lifts his arm to wipe at his forehead, beads of sweat all along his skin from how this make him feel.]
It doesn't matter. This'll fix everything. I always knew that it would, but I was too fucking weak to do anything about it. All this time, and for what? They'd all be alive if I had just had the guts to go through with it the first time.
This time he isn't here. This time Dick will be relieved that I'm gone.