[ it won't hurt him. if he stays like this, this is what will hurt him and even through the drugs there's a burst of relief when she agrees to it.
he doesn't need to brace himself because it doesn't matter. the drugs tell him that it doesn't fucking matter, and then he closes his eyes as everything goes dark. ]
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he doesn't need to brace himself because it doesn't matter. the drugs tell him that it doesn't fucking matter, and then he closes his eyes as everything goes dark. ]