[ he doesn't want any of this to be hanging over them anymore. he made a mistake today and he never wants to make this shitty kind of mistake again. he never wants to hurt her the way he has again.

he rubs at his face, then glances at his bag, shaking his head.]

I only brought the one. Just in case. I knew I shouldn't have but... that shit gets a hold of you. It's hard to let go.