[it feels gutrenchingly terrible when she moves off of him, and he suddenly feels incredibly embarrassed along with that guilt. what the fuck is wrong with him?
he pushes himself to sit up all the way, then moves so his legs hang off the bed, his back to her as he presses the heels of his palms into his eyes, willing himself to calm down and the ache in his pants to go away.]
Fuck...fuck. You were hurting and I was just here to be your fucking friend and I'm such a goddamn asshole. Fuck.
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he pushes himself to sit up all the way, then moves so his legs hang off the bed, his back to her as he presses the heels of his palms into his eyes, willing himself to calm down and the ache in his pants to go away.]
Fuck...fuck. You were hurting and I was just here to be your fucking friend and I'm such a goddamn asshole. Fuck.