[Her insides feel tight and knotted up and she feels like the world's worst human being because what is she doing?! She's cheating on her partner of three and a half years with a guy who is about ten years younger than she is and who is someone she thought she just wanted as a friend.]

Jason, no. None of this is on you, okay? You told me that you liked me and then I proceed to.....

[She sighs and runs both her hands through her hair.]

I took advantage of you. And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen but you feel...

[She inhales sharply and gets up off his bed.]

Fuck.