[he feels disgusting when she leaves. disgusted in himself for doing this. for falling so hard for someone so fucking selfishly and then twisting it around for himself. it's the opposite of everything he wants, everything he believes in, and he's sick with the thought of how he might've just fucked things up for Dawn as well.
he loves her.
he wants to go punch things, but he knows Dick's in the training room, and he realizes he doesn't know how he's gonna face any of them again. Not Dawn, not Dick, not Hank. it might not matter for long because Hank is going to straight up kill him, but at least Jason can get his ass out of here before he dumps more of his bullshit on everyone.
he cranks up his music and grabs his bag, throwing his things in it before he takes off to the garage for his bike so he can ride back to Gotham.]
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Date: 2022-04-15 02:45 am (UTC)he loves her.
he wants to go punch things, but he knows Dick's in the training room, and he realizes he doesn't know how he's gonna face any of them again. Not Dawn, not Dick, not Hank. it might not matter for long because Hank is going to straight up kill him, but at least Jason can get his ass out of here before he dumps more of his bullshit on everyone.
he cranks up his music and grabs his bag, throwing his things in it before he takes off to the garage for his bike so he can ride back to Gotham.]