I could've taken the shot. If I had been paying more attention it wouldn't have had to happen at all. Hell, if I hadn't been there in the first place, you wouldn't have gotten hurt.

[he can be irritated too. but really it's all at himself. Hank and Dick were right. he shouldn't have been there at all.]

Yeah. I thought it would be better if I left. I didn't wanna wreck things for you here... I didn't think I could face Dick or Hank... and then I went and fucked shit up anyway.