[ it's almost overwhelming when she tightens her grip on him, pulling him into a deeper hug. all he wants to do is hold her and be with her, and make all of this better. ]
I know, but it's...
[he trails off, because he doesn't want to say that it's fucked up out loud. he doesn't want it to be fucked up. but how can it not be when she's still with someone else, and this thing between them was never supposed to happen. this isn't who he is, and they can never be together, he knows that.
but then...]
What?
[it aches to pull away from her, but he does, just a little bit so he can see her face.]
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I know, but it's...
[he trails off, because he doesn't want to say that it's fucked up out loud. he doesn't want it to be fucked up. but how can it not be when she's still with someone else, and this thing between them was never supposed to happen. this isn't who he is, and they can never be together, he knows that.
but then...]
What?
[it aches to pull away from her, but he does, just a little bit so he can see her face.]
...What do you mean?