Yeah, she was. Not sure if she was clean when she had me, but I dunno, maybe I would've been born even more fucked up if she had been.
[ he feels a little pathetic, standing here talking about this while she's rubbing his back. he's not used to the comfort and affection, and having it when he feels this way is so strange to him.
he tries not to pull away, but the feeling is too overwhelming and he drops his hand from her shoulder, shifting out of her hold to lean back against the bridge instead, wrapping his arms around himself. ]
She used to get me to steal shit for her when I was a kid cause she never had enough. Money always went for drugs though. Never food, or shit we actually needed.
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[ he feels a little pathetic, standing here talking about this while she's rubbing his back. he's not used to the comfort and affection, and having it when he feels this way is so strange to him.
he tries not to pull away, but the feeling is too overwhelming and he drops his hand from her shoulder, shifting out of her hold to lean back against the bridge instead, wrapping his arms around himself. ]
She used to get me to steal shit for her when I was a kid cause she never had enough. Money always went for drugs though. Never food, or shit we actually needed.