[ this feels so fucked up. he feels so fucked up. dirty and used, but at the same time like he's the one who pushed her into this. he did this. if he would have just pulled away and said no to start with, it never would have happened. ]
I know you don't really think that. You got in a fight with Hank and you just wanted anything else that isn't him to feel good, and I just let that fucking happen. I'm the one who took advantage of you.
[mistakes happen, and then there's this. he so desperately wishes it hadn't been a mistake for once in his life, though, but that's all it ever is.]
Yeah, probably. I mean that's what we should do, right? I'll give you space, we'll forget this ever happened. I'm good at that, it's cool.
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Date: 2022-04-15 12:37 am (UTC)I know you don't really think that. You got in a fight with Hank and you just wanted anything else that isn't him to feel good, and I just let that fucking happen. I'm the one who took advantage of you.
[mistakes happen, and then there's this. he so desperately wishes it hadn't been a mistake for once in his life, though, but that's all it ever is.]
Yeah, probably. I mean that's what we should do, right? I'll give you space, we'll forget this ever happened. I'm good at that, it's cool.