Date: 2022-04-15 12:37 am (UTC)
theotherobin: (15414756)
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[ this feels so fucked up. he feels so fucked up. dirty and used, but at the same time like he's the one who pushed her into this. he did this. if he would have just pulled away and said no to start with, it never would have happened. ]

I know you don't really think that. You got in a fight with Hank and you just wanted anything else that isn't him to feel good, and I just let that fucking happen. I'm the one who took advantage of you.

[mistakes happen, and then there's this. he so desperately wishes it hadn't been a mistake for once in his life, though, but that's all it ever is.]

Yeah, probably. I mean that's what we should do, right? I'll give you space, we'll forget this ever happened. I'm good at that, it's cool.

Date: 2022-04-15 01:25 am (UTC)
theotherobin: (15329360)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ she says it's not true but he knows that it is, and she shouldn't have to fuck up the rest of her life cause of this. cause of him.

she looks so upset and he wants nothing more than to go comfort her, but he can't. he shouldn't. what he should do is leave her the fuck alone and then probably leave the Tower altogether cause of what a shitty person he is.

he doesn't know what to say, and the lump in his throat is starting to get too overwhelming. ]


I'm gonna go, okay? I think you'd be better off if I got outta here. Look, don't fuck up your life cause of me. Don't mess up what you've got with Hank and the others. That's the thing you don't wanna wreck, alright? I'm absolutely nothing in this equation. People make mistakes. You're okay.

Date: 2022-04-15 02:11 am (UTC)
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[ he tenses up hard because he wants to move forward to stop her, but he has to stop himself instead. he can't stop her. he shouldn't. she should get as far away from him as fucking possible, before this explodes into something she wont be able to walk away from like this.

he doesn't think he was being kind to her at all, but he doesn't want to argue with her. he doesn't want to say anything, he's so fucking ashamed of himself. he looks down, curling his hands into fists under his crossed arms and gives her a nod.]


Okay.

Date: 2022-04-15 02:45 am (UTC)
theotherobin: (not again)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[he feels disgusting when she leaves. disgusted in himself for doing this. for falling so hard for someone so fucking selfishly and then twisting it around for himself. it's the opposite of everything he wants, everything he believes in, and he's sick with the thought of how he might've just fucked things up for Dawn as well.

he loves her.

he wants to go punch things, but he knows Dick's in the training room, and he realizes he doesn't know how he's gonna face any of them again. Not Dawn, not Dick, not Hank. it might not matter for long because Hank is going to straight up kill him, but at least Jason can get his ass out of here before he dumps more of his bullshit on everyone.

he cranks up his music and grabs his bag, throwing his things in it before he takes off to the garage for his bike so he can ride back to Gotham.
]

Date: 2022-04-15 03:28 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[if only his frustrations were about his sex drive and not his heart, but that's the difference between the two of them. his heart is crushed most of all. his sex drive doesn't even matter to him right now. but that's always how it goes for him. in the end he knows that isn't going to change.

he's long gone by the time the tower gets any sort of alert, and Dick questions his absence, but he isn't going to track Jason down when they have a job to do, and he doesn't want the younger Titans on the job anyway.
]

((Ooc: idk if u wanna end here or keep going? I paused that other thread cause I knew it wasn't gonna work with this lol, but we can do something in between and go back to that?))
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[ Jason doesn't know what he's going to do when he gets back to Gotham. he knows Bruce doesn't really want him back there yet, but he can't stay in the Tower. at least Gotham's closer to whatever semblance of a home he has.

he's long gone from the Tower, but apparently still close enough where he picks up on some kind of commotion downtown. he should leave it and just be out of here, he doesn't want to run into the Titans anyway, but traffic is at a standstill, and when he finally drives up to what's going on, he knows he needs to stay and help. luckily he has his Robin suit with him. of course he does.

he's already working on a plan by the time he stows his things away. if the Titans get here, they get here. he's planning to take these guys down on his own. ]

<3

Date: 2022-04-18 06:22 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (robin 3)
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[ the truth is, this is exactly what Jason needs right now. suiting up as Robin always makes him feel like he's on top of the world, and once these asshole mech guys focus in on him instead of the civilians, he can feel that incredible, electric feeling he always gets when he's in a good fight.

he forgets all about his heartache, his self-hatred, and how shitty he feels about not knowing where to go, and he fights these guys with all he's got.

he's doing well too, even when he notices the Titans show up out of the corner of his eye. so yeah, these guys are a lot and maybe he could use their help, but he's doing just fine on his own, one guy already down for the count, his fancy mech gear all busted up. feels kinda good though, when he knows the Titans are probably annoyed that he got here first... but in the end, he's still gonna fight with his team. it's something he's been wanting to do since he got here.

he tries not to think about Dawn. these are just the Titans he's with now.

he tries not to, but he hears Dawn cry out, his head swivels around and he catches the tail end of her getting shot by a gun that was aimed at him. at the same time as Hank starts yelling, Jason spots the guy heading for her as well, and he leaves what he's doing, catapulting himself right into the guy's exposed face, wrapping his grappling gun around his neck and tugging hard to throw him off balance and steer him away from Dawn. ]

Date: 2022-04-18 08:45 pm (UTC)
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[ Jason knows she's not okay. Hank should know it too, watching her get shot the way she did.

Jason wastes no time taking the bastard down, making sure he hurts in a special kinda way for hurting Dawn, and then he makes a run for it, back over to her, catching her before she might hit the ground. ]


Dawn! I've got you. Just lean on me, okay? I've got you.

[ he finds the spot where her suit was punctured, blood seeping from the wound.]

We gotta get her back now. Let's go!

Date: 2022-04-18 09:25 pm (UTC)
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[ of course it's Hank who takes over from there, gathering Dawn into his arms and away from Jason so they can rush back to the tower. Jason looks down at his gloves covered in Dawn's blood, and he knows he can't leave now. not until he knows that she's okay.

he follows after them, standing around worriedly outside the med bay in the Tower as they work on Dawn. he thinks about everything that went down, how he left, how she ran into the line of fire and now she's hurt instead of him. it's guilt, upon guilt on top of worry, and when Hank finally leaves the room to get some air, he berates Jason for showing up there like he did. for once, Jason doesn't have it in him to argue. he knows. it's all his fucking fault and he knows.

when Dawn wakes up it's Hank and Dick who are there with her, of course. Jason's down in his room, music blasting as he stares down at his phone, waiting for someone to let him know about Dawn. ]

Date: 2022-04-18 10:55 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (thats it)
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[ as soon as Dick comes to tell Jason that Dawn has woken up, he's ready to go see her, but Dick doesn't want him to. he tells Jason that Hank is with her and she doesn't need any stress right now, and Jason's too on edge not to start a fight with him.

in the end, Dick wins out though, because Dawn doesn't need this shit, and Dick is right. she doesn't. at least Dick doesn't outright say it's his fault, but he sees it on his face.

he gets more shit about why he was there with those mech guys in the first place, without backup or anything, but he doesnt' want to tell Dick that he was going to leave. or that he's leaving. they'd probably help pack the rest of his things up and get him the hell out of here.

by the time Dawn sends the text, Dick is gone again, and Jason's back to itching to want to see her.]


hey.

can i come see you?

Date: 2022-04-18 11:07 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (15335686)
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ok.

is Hank still there, tho?


[either way, he's already off his bed and heading out of his room, doing his best sneaking in case Dick is around and wants to try and stop him. not happening.]

Date: 2022-04-18 11:23 pm (UTC)
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[ he doesn't reply to her once he gets the word that she's alone. he sneaks quietly to the med bay, slipping inside. he looks worn out and frazzled, but freshly showered. he couldn't stand the thought of her blood being on him, even if it was on his clothes. ]

Hey.

[he glances around to make sure no one else is actually in here, then goes over to her bed, looking her up and down.]

How are you feeling?

Date: 2022-04-18 11:44 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (thats it)
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You were losing so much blood, I wasn't sure... they got you back as fast as they could.

[he crosses his arms around himself as his gaze finds hers again.]

Don't worry about me. What did Dick say? Did it mess up your back? Can you... did he say if you're gonna be able to walk around okay?

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