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[It took a little longer than expected to plan out all the details and secure a firm date for their girl's night but finally Dawn had booked a flight and hotel and made the long journey from Paris to San Francisco, giving herself one day to sleep off the jet lag and then the next day it's time to meet Rachel.

She feels excited but also a little nervous, it feels like a lot has happened between then and now and she hopes nothing will be weird between them. She's missed Rachel a lot and when she arrives at the coffee shop they agreed to meet at she sits down on the patio, taking out her phone to shoot Rachel a text that says:]

I'm here.

Date: 2023-05-02 01:36 am (UTC)
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[ It's been too long since Rachel last saw Dawn. She wishes it could be different. She really misses her. But things are always so complicated. So she's thrilled that Dawn's able to come to San Francisco and spend some time with her. She's excited for all the plans they made.

It's easy enough for Rachel to get away too. And as soon as she gets Dawn's text she's on her way to the cafe. She arrives and spots her right away, her smile brightens just upon seeing her friend. Rachel realizes she looks different than the last time Dawn's seen her, for one thing her hair is now completely white. ]


Hey, Dawn.

Date: 2023-05-04 01:53 am (UTC)
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[ Dawn definitely gives the best hugs. Gar was on point with that. Rachel clings to her. Not only because it's been so long but because so much had happened. ]

Good to see you too!

Date: 2023-05-04 11:18 pm (UTC)
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[ Rachel laughs a little at this. Though she's not sure Dawn will be laughing when she tells her what happened. ]

Oh um, this happened when I lost my powers. It was...a whole thing.

Date: 2023-05-08 09:37 pm (UTC)
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Okay.

[ Rachel isn't sure how much she should say, but she also would appreciate Dawn's input on it. And she knows she probably can't have fun until she gets it all off her chest. So she summarizes everything that's been happening, including finding and losing her half brother and losing her powers and getting them back. And oh yeah, the world might be ending... ]

Date: 2023-05-11 10:38 pm (UTC)
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[OOC: No worries on that, I just finished the last ep today. Forever mad at HBO max]

[ The hug is appreciated. Rachel feels better already after speaking to Dawn. ]

I love you too. Can't say I feel all that strong though.

Date: 2023-05-11 11:53 pm (UTC)
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[OOC: All the good shows are getting canceled, it's infuriating!]

Yes, lots of all that.

[ Honestly, Rachel already feels lighter. So much has happened in the past few years and it's seemed like one trauma after another. Truly taking a night off would be good for her. ]

Date: 2023-05-16 09:34 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: I hope you can watch soon and then we can chat! Do you have plurk or Discord? Also, sorry for being slow sometimes. There are some days I'm too busy or too tired to answer tags. ]

Coffee and a treat sounds good. Thanks again for this, Dawn. I don't think I realized hoe much I needed it till I got here.

Date: 2023-05-16 09:38 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: What do you think so far? ]

I would love that, honestly.

[ She'd also love if things could be normal again, but she supposes there is no real going back after all that's happened. And what's normal anyway? A setting on the washer? ]

Date: 2023-05-16 10:01 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: Yeah, this version of him was really interesting. I can't wait to see what you think of the rest of the season. I kind of love Sebastian Blood but I am a sucker for Joseph Morgan. ]

That sounds really lonely, Dawn. I don't want you to be alone.

Date: 2023-05-17 12:40 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: I know, right? I've always had a thing for the bad boys too. ]

But I don't want you to be alone.

Date: 2023-05-17 09:16 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: He does! And that 'tude! ]

No, it's not that. But you shouldn't have to be alone. You deserve better than that. I know everything that happened...but that doesn't mean you should be alone forever, Dawn. You should be happy.

Date: 2023-05-17 10:48 pm (UTC)
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[ Rachel nods a bit. ]

Well, kind of both.

Date: 2023-05-17 11:14 pm (UTC)
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No. I just want you to be open to it.

Date: 2023-05-17 11:39 pm (UTC)
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That makes sense. I just don't want you to be on your own, you know. I worry.

Date: 2023-05-18 12:07 am (UTC)
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[ Rachel smiles and tucks some hair behind her ear. ]

Well, you know...it's complicated.

Date: 2023-05-18 12:25 am (UTC)
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Definitely a better topic but also not much time for romance when the world may be ending. Again. After, I don't know...if we survive, we'll see, right?

[ Rachel tries not to show how worried she is. ]

Date: 2023-05-18 12:42 am (UTC)
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Gar knows how I feel. I know how he feels. It's just...you know, not the right time.

[ Rachel looks sad at the mention of Hank. That never should have happened. She doesn't know how they can ever really get over something like that. ]

Date: 2023-05-19 01:19 am (UTC)
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It just hasn't been thr right time.

Date: 2023-05-22 01:40 am (UTC)
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When the world isn't potentially ending?

Date: 2023-05-23 01:30 am (UTC)
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[ Rachel chuckles and turns a little red. ]

Yeah, of course.

Date: 2023-05-24 12:03 am (UTC)
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[ She tucks some hair behind her ear again and bites her lip. ]

Is it that obvious?

Date: 2023-05-24 12:58 pm (UTC)
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You think so?

What was your first kiss like?

Date: 2023-05-26 02:30 am (UTC)
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Your first kiss was with a girl?

[ Rachel's a little shocked by this, but glad Dawn is being open with her. ]

What was that like?

Date: 2023-05-30 01:12 am (UTC)
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I'm sorry she moved away.

Date: 2023-05-31 01:22 am (UTC)
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If she hadn't moved away, do you think you would have dated? Like...officially?

Date: 2023-05-31 05:04 pm (UTC)
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It must have been a little hard after she left though, right?

Date: 2023-06-01 01:42 pm (UTC)
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And how old were you for that one?

Date: 2023-06-01 05:57 pm (UTC)
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Just a kiss or did you date?

Date: 2023-06-04 07:08 pm (UTC)
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Did you love him?

Date: 2023-06-04 08:22 pm (UTC)
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I think I love Gar.

Date: 2023-06-04 08:24 pm (UTC)
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But I'm realizing it when we're basically at the end of the world.

Date: 2023-06-04 08:43 pm (UTC)
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Should I? I mean, if it's the end of the world maybe he'll think I'm saying it just because of that.

Date: 2023-06-04 10:06 pm (UTC)
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Yeah, I think I do.

Date: 2023-06-04 10:11 pm (UTC)
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I'll definitely think about it. But right now I just want to enjoy our girl time.

Date: 2023-06-04 10:14 pm (UTC)
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Yes. Tell me about you. I want to hear everything.

Date: 2023-06-04 11:37 pm (UTC)
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There's no one in your life?

Date: 2023-06-05 01:05 am (UTC)
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But you spend most of your time alone?

Date: 2023-06-05 01:07 am (UTC)
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I'm sorry. I hate that you're alone like that, Dawn.

Date: 2023-06-05 01:12 am (UTC)
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Well, you can't stay that way forever, okay?

Date: 2023-06-05 02:28 am (UTC)
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Well, we're gonna be plenty social right now.

Date: 2023-06-05 01:46 pm (UTC)
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It's a start at least.

[ Rachel grins. ]

So what should we do first?

Date: 2023-06-09 01:37 pm (UTC)
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Sounds like a plan.

Date: 2023-06-10 01:32 pm (UTC)
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Eye and face masks I think would be a good start.

[ Rachel hasn't really pampered herself like this before so she's mainly gonna follow Dawn's lead. ]

Date: 2023-06-12 01:39 pm (UTC)
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[ Rachel opens the box and laughs when she sees the PJ set. ]

Oh, this is too perfect.

[ A few minutes later, she comes out of the bathroom changed into the PJs, already feeling a bit more relaxed. The black PJs are a stark contrast to her stark white hair, but she's not about to change her style just because of her hair. ]

Date: 2023-06-13 01:30 am (UTC)
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That sounds great to me. You have a Bluetooth speaker?

Date: 2023-06-14 12:54 am (UTC)
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Cool, this is a nice one.

[ Rachel syncs her phone with the speaker and starts a playlist. ]

Date: 2023-06-15 01:30 am (UTC)
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Animals! Definitely animals.

[ And not just because that reminds her of...certain things. ]

Date: 2023-06-15 02:08 am (UTC)
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I kind of think...cat for me. Which one are you going to do?

Date: 2023-06-15 02:16 am (UTC)
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Pandas are super cute though.

Date: 2023-06-15 02:51 pm (UTC)
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Yeah, they're pretty cute too.

Date: 2023-06-16 02:55 am (UTC)
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[ Rachel puts hers on as well and relaxes. The music is helping and it's cool to hang out with Dawn too. ]

I'm glad we're doing this.

Date: 2023-06-17 02:34 pm (UTC)
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Self care is super important.

Date: 2023-06-19 01:07 am (UTC)
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You're young too.

[ Rachel laughed. ]

Date: 2023-06-19 02:57 am (UTC)
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Still pretty young though...with amazing skin.

Date: 2023-06-20 12:49 am (UTC)
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That definitely helps.

Date: 2023-06-21 12:49 am (UTC)
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I doubt we'll get any sleep.

[ Rachel giggled when Dawn poked her. It really was nice to catch up with her after all this time. ]

Date: 2023-06-23 01:59 am (UTC)
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Things with Connor have been weird because you know...Lex stuff. We eat a lot of takeout.

Date: 2023-06-25 03:11 am (UTC)
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It definitely doesn't look like the innocent Conner we know. More...sinister I guess. I don't know, it's not the best look.

Date: 2023-06-27 04:33 pm (UTC)
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I have a picture on my phone.

[ Rachel unlocks her phone and goes into the photos, scrolling to the one of Connor. ]

Date: 2023-06-29 12:27 am (UTC)
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Very different. It's super weird. I just want our Conner back.

Date: 2023-06-30 02:34 am (UTC)
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No, I know. It's just a lot...all at once.

Date: 2023-07-02 01:52 am (UTC)
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He will. He has to. Besides, if anyone knows about darkness, it's me.

Date: 2023-07-04 02:57 pm (UTC)
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Hopefully he gives me the chance.

Date: 2023-07-05 11:30 pm (UTC)
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[ Rachel leans into the hug. It feels good. There's so much going on lately, a night off feels like just what she needs. And she can help Conner later, or at least try. ]

Everything's changing so fast...you know.

Date: 2023-07-07 12:38 am (UTC)
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I guess I have, huh? It's weird sometimes I feel like that little girl who had no idea who she was or what she could do.

Date: 2023-07-08 04:38 pm (UTC)
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Ooh, I don't know about the kind part...always.

Date: 2023-07-08 05:41 pm (UTC)
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I think you're a little biased, but thank you, Dawn. You're definitely kind too. And amazing.

Date: 2023-07-11 01:10 am (UTC)
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I think so. How about you?

Date: 2023-07-12 01:37 am (UTC)
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Sure. Or should we have a snack first?

Date: 2023-07-12 12:50 pm (UTC)
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Can we get pizza?

[ Okay, so it was a bit more than a snack but Rachel really wanted some. They had plenty of time to do everything else they wanted. ]

I think if we survive this...insane end-of-the-world event, I might want to um...go to college?

Date: 2023-07-12 05:45 pm (UTC)
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Cauliflower is more Dick's thing. It's fine but I want the real thing.

I'm not sure yet. I just want to feel normal for awhile.

Date: 2023-07-12 06:43 pm (UTC)
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You don't think it's silly for me?

Date: 2023-07-12 09:25 pm (UTC)
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Thanks, Dawn. I don't even know if I'll like it but I want to try.

Date: 2023-07-13 12:17 am (UTC)
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And we all need a break, right?

Date: 2023-07-13 12:52 am (UTC)
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Hopefully they don't think I'm too weird or something.

Date: 2023-07-13 12:39 pm (UTC)
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And here I was planning on leading with that...

[ Rachel busted out laughing. ]

Date: 2023-07-13 09:42 pm (UTC)
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Maybe so.

But I hope they'll like me for me.

Date: 2023-07-13 09:53 pm (UTC)
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Aww Dawn, you're so sweet. But you may be a bit biased?

Date: 2023-07-14 12:34 am (UTC)
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You are too, you know? I miss seeing you all the time.

Date: 2023-07-15 01:58 am (UTC)
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>Well, you can come visit me in Bludhaven
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Date: 2023-07-17 03:34 am (UTC)
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I guess we'll see. You know, if we survive.

Date: 2023-07-17 08:20 pm (UTC)
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Trying. I'm sure it'll work out.

Date: 2023-07-18 11:14 pm (UTC)
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Oooh yay pizza! Can't wait to have a slice. Or two.

Date: 2023-07-21 01:19 am (UTC)
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>Well, I was trying to control myself. But me too, probably.

Date: 2023-07-22 05:30 pm (UTC)
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You're right.

[ And Rachel is pretty hungry, she ate earlier today but right now she can't remember when. ]

Date: 2023-07-23 10:22 pm (UTC)
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It really does smell good. It's been awhile since I've had pizza.

Date: 2023-07-25 01:43 am (UTC)
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[ Rachel takes a moment to decide which piece that is before selecting one and pulling it out, the cheese stretching as she lifts it. ]

I think I got it.

Date: 2023-07-25 10:17 pm (UTC)
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[ Rachel takes a good-sized bite too. ]

It's perfect.

[ Or maybe it's just been too long since she's had pizza. But either way, it's delicious and just what she needs tonight. ]

Date: 2023-07-26 11:13 pm (UTC)
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Try telling Dick that.

Date: 2023-07-27 12:00 am (UTC)
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I'm going to yell at him.

Date: 2023-07-27 12:03 am (UTC)
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No, he is always talking about being a team and a family and yet he basically abandons people when they need him the most.

Date: 2023-07-27 12:33 am (UTC)
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Well, he's wrong.

Date: 2023-07-28 01:00 am (UTC)
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So I'm definitely yelling at him.

[ She hugs Dawn back. She hates that Dawn should be made to feel this way. ]

Date: 2023-07-31 01:36 am (UTC)
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You are and always will be part of the family.

Date: 2023-08-02 05:26 pm (UTC)
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[ OOC: Oh my goodness did not realize it was that long. We can or we can do something new or whatever. I'm totally fine either way. ]

Date: 2023-08-02 05:36 pm (UTC)
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[OOC: Sounds good to me!]

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