That's the thing, Dawn. I can't just go and have fun. I don't need to and I don't want to. All I want is to be able to handle everything over here. To stay on top of it.
And that makes me a jerk. It makes you think I'm ignoring you or being shitty to you, and maybe I am, but this is who I am. You didn't like it back then, remember? That's why you broke up with me. You don't like it now either.
Haven't I thought about us once you told me you ended things with Hank? That's what you asked me, right? You already knew then. Don't act so surprised now.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:23 am (UTC)How are you?
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:28 am (UTC)I've been shitty with you.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:36 am (UTC)Oh, okay.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:39 am (UTC)It's just.
Fuck.
It's been a lot.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:44 am (UTC)Seeing you again has only added to it.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:46 am (UTC)I'll go.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:48 am (UTC)Why do you always have to twist everything?
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:51 am (UTC)I was hoping that my visit would do the opposite, I wanted to try and treat you to some fun.
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Date: 2022-05-22 06:57 am (UTC)And that makes me a jerk. It makes you think I'm ignoring you or being shitty to you, and maybe I am, but this is who I am. You didn't like it back then, remember? That's why you broke up with me. You don't like it now either.
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Date: 2022-05-22 07:03 am (UTC)Honestly?
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Date: 2022-05-22 07:05 am (UTC)That's not all I want.
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Date: 2022-05-22 07:17 am (UTC)what?
Are you being serious?
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Date: 2022-05-22 07:21 am (UTC)You said it yourself, didn't you?
Haven't I thought about us once you told me you ended things with Hank? That's what you asked me, right?
You already knew then. Don't act so surprised now.
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Date: 2022-05-22 07:26 am (UTC)I want you too.
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