Date: 2022-03-21 02:38 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (when will we get here)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ oh, she does not. Jason scrunches his face a little when she ruffles his hair, laughing softly as he looks upward, as if he can see the mess she made. kinda sorta, cause some of his curls hang in his face. ]

Don't call them cute. That's the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard.

[he snorts, trying to shove them all back into place, failing entirely.]

Okay, well that's you, at least. All of the above.

Date: 2022-03-21 03:24 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (15537127)
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[ it feels nice and easy. very much so, and he knows he shouldn't be feeling things like that, but it's easy to forget, too. it used to feel strange the first few times she touched him, but now he's getting used to it. craves it, like a starving cat, hesitantly leaning forward for more and more touches, yet still waiting to be burned. ]

It's not bad. It's just. Untrue.

[he'll never think of himself as cute. he'll never think of himself as much of anything anymore, he's pretty damn sure of that. ]

Knee folds?? What the fuck's a knee fold? Like when you bend your leg...? Holy shit. What did it say about Libras?

Date: 2022-03-21 04:04 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (15537127)
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[ wary and hard on himself is an understatement. he's struggling to even see himself as a person worthy of anything right now, let alone compliments and being called cute. ]

Wow, okay... knee folds. I'm not here to judge.

[but then her mock surprise and calling him out has him flustering just a bit, and he leans forward, pushing on her shoulder lightly.]

Shut up, what's the difference!? I was gonna ask about Leo's next, I just didn't think you'd memorize anything other than your own!

Amazing lol 😆

Date: 2022-03-21 04:30 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (when will we get here)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[he moves with her shove, shifting to finally rest down on his side and face her.]

Wow. This is all very fucking detailed. So it is true? Are you into butt stuff?

[he says it out loud and then he laughs. like just straight up, real laugh from his soul, because this is the most ridiculous and embarrassing conversation he's had in a long time.]

Wow this sounds like a theme. Butts and backs. I honestly couldn't tell you though, I've never had a back massage in my life.

Date: 2022-03-21 04:26 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (when will we get here)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ he keeps laughing as well, putting a hand out to slide across her shoulder. just the two of them here, laughing their asses off about... asses. ]

What?! I'm not wrong!

[it's the second time this week where he almost feels like a person again. like something peeking out from his old self.]

Nah, he was more into the ice bath route which, to be honest, would feel pretty fucking good right now. I guess you've gotten a fancy massage before?

Date: 2022-03-21 07:37 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (not pissed)
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Who am I gonna tell, huh?

[maybe before this, that would have been an incredibly depressing thought. but right now it just feels funny. feels like it really is just the two of them and in this moment that's okay.]

Don't worry. Your secret's safe with me. I won't bring up your butt stuff while we're at the store.

[he tries to shift away from her finger, quickly catching it and giving it a squeeze before letting go.]

No... no, that's ok. I think I gotta stick with different tactics from now on. Or at least for now.

Date: 2022-03-21 08:56 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (when will we get here)
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Hey now, I totally meant butt stuff as a whole, not just anal. Butt stuff is good! I'm surprised it's not under what Leo's are into too.

[maybe some information on what he likes too, because why not? what's the harm? when was the last time either of them had fun like this? Jason's glad they can actually get to this place again. he didn't think he'd ever joke around again.]

It's not gonna be an erotic back massage though, right?

Date: 2022-03-21 10:07 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (deliverance)
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[ she's pretty when she blushes, so he's glad he gets to see it, even if he's trying hard not to think about it. also unsuccessful. ]

Your book would be wholly unimpressed.

[he snorts softly, grabbing at her finger again and holding on to it this time.]

I don't want an erotic one! Anyway, I gotta see what the real deal's like first, like in a regular, old fashioned way.

Date: 2022-03-21 10:42 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (15537127)
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Do you? Based on what?

[he can't help but ask, even though he knows he probably shouldn't. he doesn't expect her to slide her fingers into his either and it tapers his own laughter off as well.]

Right, there would be strangers involved. Maybe I'll just sit that one out.

[he's not going to comment on her giving him a back rub, because he's unsure about that.]

Date: 2022-03-21 11:07 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (what you get)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ he goes quiet at that, not even really sure what to say to it. even less so when he feels that shiver. he's good at picking up on things like that. ]

I wouldn't say that.

[he says quietly, and suddenly her fingers feel very warm in his. he looks down at their hands, giving her fingers a squeeze before he lets go.]

I'll think about it. Something to work up to I guess.

Date: 2022-03-21 11:34 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (ok)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ when she compliments him, when she gets close, he doesn't really know what to do. he feels unworthy of both, and fears that she'll regret all of it too. he fears that she'll look back on these normal moments and be disgusted with herself for letting him have this with her after what he did.

it's not an easy thing to shake off.

he feels bad when she clears her throat and sits up, putting more space between them, and he's confused with what he should do, or how to approach any of this. he's so fucking terrible at people. he knows he always has been. he's always just been straight up terrible. ]


We should get back to the pizza before it gets completely cold. Although I bet it's real good cold too.

Date: 2022-03-22 12:10 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (wasnt my idea)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ they make him feel normal too. they make him feel good. that's the part he's struggling so much with. ]

No... don't be sorry. Why are you sorry?

[he furrows his eyebrows, but moves back onto his stomach to reach down and grab his pizza. god, he sucks so fucking much.]

...I'm the one who should be sorry.

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